boooo, i'm back!
cut my hair ytd (:
hm. it's 2108
i dun like this date. seriously ~
haha.
today had training.
duno how many months no pt le lorr.
so unfit! haha
tml supposed to go for the gold accred workshop de, not going. haha

i think i've been dreaming all these while.

I'M NOT STUPID; I'M DUMB! haha (:

i've got nth to post about.
i'm tired. ):
i just think i must be, colddddddd. hees (:
cfm your dun get wad i mean de! but nbm, cos i'm not stupid; i'm dumb!
haha. random -.-
hm, going out tml, WOOTS!
me shall start saving money.
cos i'm penniless! hees.
$$, everything in life needs $$. no $$, = die!
okae, i feel retarded. i AM retarded :D

forgotten! byes (:

soon, it's going to be a month.
but, it's okae! (:

my hands are numbbb. from typing so muchhhh on my private blog. ):

... that you've been driving yourself too hard lately.

Sure, there is time to invest yourself fully into work, but there is equally important time for joyful resting. And for you, this time is now. What is the absolutely most wonderful little treat you can give yourself? Do it today.

haha, got it from facebook. is this true?
wad treat should i give myself?
HOMEWORK! haha.

ytd went j8 with amelia. (j8 again!)
cos i just went there the day before.
actually went amk hub de, but movie tickets sold out.
so train-ed to j8 lo.
lalala.
"where got ghost?" heees (:

funny ah!
before we catch the movies, went arcade.
and, omg lah! spent $6, caught 2 minnie mouse-s!
wedding sommore de. damn pro right! hee :D
was sooo freaking happy lahhhh. thanks amelia oh! :D
both of the minnies had discount ticket for movie; $3 each.


took this in the cinema. cos we were so happy, we din see the time, we went in sooo early.
after movie went ahma house.

today the rain ruined my day!
supposed to go jog de. stupid rain! @_________@
-pissed-
i'm getting fatter every fcuking second.

why are problems coming one after another?
i dun understand.
and nobody will understand me. )':

these 3 days were moodless, appetite-less.
had only one meal per day. hees :D

i'm so tired. so sick of everything.
can everything end now? >':

booyah.
i've got my new dress already, fcuk nice i tell you :D

me so damn tired ;O
woke up damn early today again zz.
did i tell you i went for cip? i dun think so.
yah, so, went cip today. FOC de garang guni (:
wtf lah.
but quite fun lor.
we saw a siberian husky damn chio ><

then people trapped in the lift, HAHA.
took a group photo, hee.

you can't spot me, can you? :D

the rest din wanna go out, but i NEED to go woodlands.
lovely being nice, went with me :D

(that's a longlong ago pic :X)
collected me bag, and went to eat.
god-damn, i'm so hungry!
i din eat anything from the moment i wake up till 3. ):
one-meal for the whole day today :D
pity me yah.
hahas.
then went shopping, stupid lovely has stupid idea. ><

me NEEDA earn alot money.
earn money before you learn how to use them. okae?!

ha.

tml going movie with amelia, woots! hees :D
shall post tml bah (:

btw, anyone interested in clubbing tell me O_o

today's the 12. of august.
and! it's LADY GAGA'S CONCERT TODAY! ):
omg lah. so sad can't go.
i'm a big fan of hers okae!
hees :D
if you duno, you = noob.

just finished tuition. -YAWNS-
after tuition cher sms me say"..... can see you very tired..."
HAHA! see, i'm really tired okae. cos while she talk i almost doze off :|
i'm a bad student ):

it's e-maths and geog tml! ahhhhhhhh ~
-monotone-

i hate congruency ><

in case you duno, my birthday's coming.
actually still quite long lah, but yah.
it's the 30. this month.
so. i've came up with my wishlist, in case you're wondering wad to buy for me.

lucky toys
&&
buy lah

these 2 links are the blogshops i hopped pass and drooled all over ><
note: i only want mickey or minnie ah, the best will be one pair de :D

also can buy BLYTHE DOLLS for me!
cos i so fcuking loveeee them lah! but damn ex de lor ):
so i can forget about owning a blythe doll (:
you can also buy me a headphone! only in lime green hor!
cos i dun like headphones in other color, hahas.

okae, my wishlist's done ><
i know i alot bhb lah, and kiasu, as if people will waste their money and spend on me.
nbm lah, i just put for fun okae? (:

i really need to study my geog now, cos i haven touched @ ALL.
i'm waiting for that day! hahas. :D
and soon.. it's gonna be 2108..



)':

ANSWER ME!
should i be posting now?

LOL.
common test's TOMORROWWWWW.
and it's bio and ss for the love of god.
hehe. i swear i've not been studying.
just wandering around, watching tv, playing, hees ><

today was fcuking moodless from ytd.
played floorball during pe, and it cheered me up a lil (:
this week's floorball damn fun kae! fun-er than last time.
then cher released us late for just 5mins, J. kept screaming around like nobody's business. crazy rightt!
she's really crazy i SWEAR. this's the 2nd time already lor.

school ended @ 3 today. yawnsss.
went cp with lovely, then bus-ed back with her also (:

i've alot of things to study lor.
xinhui, stop procrastinating can anot!
faster start on your work lah!

but guess wad. i dun feel like studying ):
and i miss him ):
hais.
you know, xinhui, you should seriously stop thinking about him!
(omg, i think i have split personality!)
><


why must you make me fall in love with you?
i hate you lah )':


i'm longer the one.
mayb you should be happy.
that nobody will be irritating you anymore.
and you should have forgotten me by now.
i think friends is enough.
i wanna stay single.
i wish you all the best, good luck (:

heyhey!
i'm dead beat.

shall say a happy belated birthday to singapore, yah! :D
went to watch NDP with twinnie ytd.
as in, live okae! as in we din peep, we have the tickets!
haa, actually no lah, kaka has it. no. her auntie has it (:

you know. i was so happy i was jumping around the whole house ><
not so exaggerating lah, uh.
i waited the freaking bus for more than half hours, zz.
took a taxi cos i dun wanna wait anymore; i'm late!
it's damn bloody warm down there, i swore my makeup melted!

hahas.
we were late when we reach there lor.
the show's okae, and i tell you, i hate the person who planned last year's parade.
ahhhh! @___@
made us stand there for a fcuking hour, and we ran out instead of marching out!
this year's totally different.
stand for less than half hour, marched outtttt, and somemore got appear on tv lor.
last year RC din ):
you know.
i was shooting the fireworks half way and the camera auto off-ed.
stupid battery.

after the whole thing, we ate @ LJS.
then met him O_o
cos he's also there?
lols. reached home @ 12++, din catch the last bus ):

today's a bored dayyy.

i'm quitting ffs.
like, seriously.
i'm NVR gonna touch it anymore.
touch it, my name's not XINHUI.
trust me. and dun ask me to buy you cos i've quitted it already.
i'm sick of ffs.
stupid ffs made me moodless lor. fuck you! -'-

common test's in a day's time!
omg, i'm so fuck-dead.
i shall show you evidence that i went for NDP'o9.
i'm lame, hees :D
i'm just showing the ones i've got on my phone ):





me lazy to upload more le.. hees (:







maybe i've always been cheating on myself..
am i wrong?
everything's not going my way.
fucksxz it )':

hellos.
oh yes, i'm back. hahas (:
you know. i'm so sick of studying!
zz, TT ):
save me pls. common tests are like 4days away.
and yet i haven started studying anything @ all and i dun understand almost all of my subjects.
tell me how i'm gonna survive this common test.

uh-oh!
i think i can forget about passing common test.

's been downloading alot of songs, hees :D
but guess wad. i think my earpiece's spoilt. ):

the NDP yesterday was a success , WOOTS! :DD
they said ncc contingent the messiest.
i tot ours was the one, phew.
i'm bored to death.

people, pls help me raise my value in ffs, plspls!! omg i'm so cheap lah ):
dun buy me i cry sial. hahas.

oh, and you know, you've changed.
not the good way, but how you're like before everything started.
pls, dun deny it.
i think it'll be better this way, let's not patch. okae?
i want to be single.
i dun want a bf who flirts all around, or talk to girls late at night cos you can't chat with me.
mayb it wun make others jealous, but i WILL. i'm sensitive, i think you know.
you can't find others to talk to, you'll find me.
or the other way round. you just want to find someone to talk to.
dun you ever run out of saliva?!
if you insist to talk to someone, then go. you dun need me @ all.
i'm just your substitute.
if you can do it, i can too.
i dun think i'll regret this. i'm so sorry, but you've gotta accept the fact.
you can't change your characters. a flirt, means a flirt.
you know i hate you to do all these things, but you just want to do it.
we're just not meant for each other.
you should just go find someone like you. then mayb your will last longer than 11months.
all you know is to hurt my heart.

hahas.
okae, i think that's all.
i'm totally moodless.
mayb it's my fault.
sorrys. bye (:

helllosss (:
i'm back.
was bored so came to post.
i'm so sure this'll be a long, long post.
these few days had been having moodswings like so damn pissed.
shall i start from ytd? (:

well, the day was okae, but had cca.
mayb i know why, mayb i dun. the reason for being soooo damn angry with the cadets, especially sec 1s.
you know. people WILL definately get pissed if YOU GUYS dun listen to wad they say!
agree?!
tell them dun drag footwear, lock your arms, answer with a sir or ma'am behind everything you say, RESPOND to people cos we're not talking to a fcuking wall, and all the f. mistakes you all did.
we've been telling you for like i duno how many fcuking months, and your still dun geddit?!
put inside head will die? zz.

then answer like one squirrel liddat, even ant also cnt hear?!
then you talk who will hear? my mother uh?
fcuk pissed sial.
just one part of it.

fyi, this is a UG cca. how can you fcuking yawn when every single person is standing still cos they're in the NDP parade?!
want yawn also close mouth right! need teach basic manners is it?!

i duno why, but i can't control my anger. i swear tml i can't too.
so, people, prepare to go deaf tml ;O

and you, stupid NCC! ncc GOH then wad? very big uh? everything that is bad also red cross here red cross there.
our contingent commander be timer you also buey song?!
then wad you wan sial. ask your stupid people be fcuking timer lah!
all so gay so soft wth.
use your f. common sense. one ask us to be timer, the other one say "AIYO, HOW CAN THE CONTINGENT COMMANDER BE THE TIMER?" wtfuck is this??

nonsensical nonsense!
your people all moving dun wan scold then scold us for wad? it's not as if we're the only fcuking contingent that are moving okae. pajiao.

gave cadets SIT-UP(excuse me, it's sit-up, not pumping). 15 ONLY. haven even do till 7 cry. WTFUCK?
weak please dun join UG. speak machiam ant ah.
confirm napfa wun pass one.

today's lessons are so boring. tried not to sleep. hees :D
went cp after sku with kaka & co.

and. i'm still loving you, fyi. thanks for attempting to make me smile, though.
but with you around, i can't smile. haha.

and you really dun look like you love me anymore.
it seems that i'm already off your heart.
go back to your old ways bah, i wun mind cos i'm no one to you.
good luck, and take cares of your leg.
recover fast and walk properly please.

i've lotsaaaa homework undone, due-d tml.
me's dead.

-edited-

i just took this quiz. "get to know yourself better"
quite true lor :D

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

got alot more de lor!
but if i post here it'll be too long, so, nbm.
must read to know me kae! hees :D

loves, & byess! <3

hello. today's a boring day.
morning had cip. saw alot of people we know (:
then afternoon went woodlands & hougang mall.

i'm like totally moodless. you already started on it, wad can i do?
you already fcuking promised me you wun touch it at all ever again.
just because i left you, you started again?!
wtfuck is this?!!

you duno how i feel, NO YOU DUN.
mayb.. you dun listen to wad i say. it's okae.
now that you've ALREADY TOUCHED IT when you're not supposed to, i duno how to forgive you.

i dun think there's any chance anyway. your actions proved everything.
and can you stop my tears? all you do is to make my tears fall.
i duno wad to say.
i'm really tired.
byes.

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