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2009-11-16T02:06:00.005+08:00

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TAG AFTER YOU RELINK ME :D

SEE YA THERE! (:

to be continued...

2009-11-10T15:11:00.005+08:00

went photoshoot ytd! fun ttm ah :D
but damn tired~

lazy to elaborate, let the pictures do the talking wahahahah.

omg, look at my fat lags fat face.
needa lose fats alr.

):

-edited-

jennifer's body with amelia today!
we like, managed to sneak inside lah. like one year diff nia, also need sneak.
aiyo! dumb people!
but in the end we still got in, BLEH.

wakakakak. nicenice :D
i want watch THIS!

and obviously, NEW MOON TOO!

paranomal activity is another nc16. zz -.-
must sneak in again ):
if no one pei me go jiu gg le~
hahah.

now i dun feel like going to www le.
* officially pok

and the stupid doctor postponed that fucking appointment again.
and angel's party..

i have no mood for anything right now.
see how things go bah

(:

my girlfriend is an agent

2009-11-07T00:54:00.006+08:00

HELLO.

things are getting bored in sku.
all of us are against mr wong cos he's sucha fucker.
yeah, right.

caught this.
damn bloody funny. hahaha.

tml going shop!
happy die me! (:

gonna put braces soon, ugly yoszxc ):):

good girls go bad

2009-11-02T20:05:00.004+08:00

heyo!
i totally forgot about blogging leh, ;o
actually, i've got nth to post!
okae, i shall say my results, the overall one okae (:

eng: b4
mt: b3
amaths: b3
emaths: a2
sci: a2
humans: c5

GAAHHHH! happy with my results, but not satisfied. hahas.
at least i passed everything yeah :D
MUST improve on my language, so lan, gosh.
both maths i can score better de, alot careless mistakes leh ):
humans.. is somehow; hopeless de! hahas ;x

oh yeahs, before i forget again, BON VOYAGE KAKA! (though it's a lil too late)
hahas, enjoy at india okae ^^
dun forget to buy souvenirs for me leh! =p

hahas, imagine this; o-levels are in a year's time.
damn fast leh, scary also ;o
and i really need inspiration on wad to post about. ):

i wanna do bows! gagaga :D
and i so LOVEEEE my LIME GREEN ONTO HEADPHONE!
you know! now's supposed to be our hols!
but got the fucking bridging programme,
therefore, ate HALF of our oh-so-precious holidays leh! ANGRY DIE ME!

and somemore hor, today when we went to sku, we had no fucking lessons at all.
hai wo bai fei wo de li qi!
fuck that W., change the timetable, expect us to know wad lessons that is going on meh?! -'- you lahh~

so angry lo, went cp to cool down ;x

slackkkked, shopped, bought a romper, WOOTS! (like i finally bought a clothe after 2long weeks)

and i just did my FREE pedicure! *envys
i'm sooo looking forward to saturday's outing. and the one to WWW :D
shall update soon!

some random photos..

damien the photograhper! :D

during "cip"... (:

SEEYAS SOOON!

Loves,
Xinhui.

bring me to a farfar away island

2009-10-21T17:36:00.002+08:00

heyo. i'm like back after so long.
and my blog is growing fungus alr ):
wakakaka.
obviously EOY exams are over la :D
and today is the result day lorr.
overview of the week, my results below. ;x

16oct- bugis & iluma with sara and jophia.
shopped for our stuffs for 7oct, sara's bdae de clothes and everything.
they bought their stuffs, i din bought mine ):
but i bought a long sleeve top and versatile and a clutch ^^

17oct- things kocked up. tot one of them alr booked the kbox room, but non of us did. lols~
so we settled for cine instead of ehub.
wore heels, leg like a pain la!
got 2blisters ):
hahaha. but heng still can walk :D
sang till 7!
then, home with sara (:

18oct- ion orchard! with kaka :D
(like finally go out with her cann)
but damn bloody sad, din buy anything laaa! >:
kaka bought a flats.
passed customer her wallets at amk and went home after that.

monday and tuesday boring laa. din do anything, just stayed at home ):
wed, today!
like a bored lor, after taking results, went to science centre, not fun at all i swear~
boringggg ttm~

results i dun really rmb everything, but i know i passed all.
not a very happy thing cos, i din pass well. all border line nia, wahahahah.
came back at 3, went wanying house to majong. home (:
i dun think blogger wants me to post any pics, so will post when i have time and is able to! :D

<3xinhui

more than just paranoid

2009-09-26T23:25:00.005+08:00

reaching for the rainbows

hello people.
i've been real lazy to update my blog these few days.
anyway, things been going, well? nth better. haha.
i've got nth to post about |:

lemme think.
okae, onto headphones capping is 7/10 i think.
jiayou, cap it to 10 before 31oct!
then dun need pay more cos nvr reach caps. hees.
in case, you duno wad an onto headphone is,

yeah, this is it. i'm sure you saw people walking around in this.
or even at popular.
the shops outside are selling at like wad, $38?
while i'm selling only at $27! ^^
there's lots of colors available, just go take a look. it wun kill, yah? (:

and another thing.
we're handmaking bows! :DD

so do pls support us yeah. damn chio, damn cute ^^
and bows are IN now!
more varieties will be available, so do stay tuned!

so, do come on in and take a look. selling lots of things also, haha (:
http://bouquetof-memories.weebly.com

okae, today morning sacrificed my beauty sleep, woke up so damn friggin early, to go for oral exams.
was so damn mad, our teacher was absent la.
make us wait like a fool.
then our group was transferred to those groups who'd finished first.
from ms chia, go to mrs V. like, ;O
confirm fail le laaaaa. i stoned throughout can!
):

after that supposed to have amaths. but, instead of ending at 12 (as on the schedule) she's gonna at 1230. and i know she'll drag.
so yah. most of the people skipped.
went to mac, eat, blahblah.
POSB next.

-skipskip-

home, bathed, changed, make-up, prepare, out! :D

meetup amelia, went AMK to find ZY, WY, B.
but me and amelia bought our ribbons first ^^

supposed to study sci, but ended but doing 4questions of amaths paper.
WY & B like went crazy laaaa. keep laughing!
me and ZY so guai :D

calculate till crazy, decided to go shopping.
saw the bag B wanted :D
handmade! so ex. haa ~

blahblah, and went home.
omg, wad a boring post.
yawns.
i wanna sleep, needa sacrifice my beauty sleep tml again ):):
i need my sleep, you know!
i bang-ed onto the bus window so many times la. zz!

shall, sleep now!
rmb people, support my blogshop!
can have discounts de oh! (:

BYES!

♥, XINHUI.

it is lying on the bathroom
floor trying your damnest
to breathe while simutaneously
wondering why it went
wrong; how you are gonna
get up and pretend like
everything is alright and
what the hell you are
going to do that hole in your chest.

if things doesn't go your way;

2009-09-20T21:45:00.006+08:00

if things doesn't go your way;
wad can you do about it?

hello people!
i'm like back after sooo long. haha! :D
had been busy doing my blogshop.
i wan business to GROWWWWW!!
currently capping onto headphones.
onto headphones, anybody??
proceed to http://bouquetof-memories.weebly.com! (:

hm, boreddd.
ytd was funnn! :D
out with amelia, berber, laogong, and angel.
reached dhoby @ about 2? we shared, and i ate my breakfast cum lunch.
yumyum, (:

headed to smu, for the flea! :DD
walked 3full rounds around the concourse, finally
bought a dress from rosebullet, and an outerwear.
ber & i bought things from the same shop.
angel sponsored us a lil. thanks angel! :D
laogong bought a hat, haha! we all sposnored her cos she pok ):

headed to bugis, angel spent the whole day there laaaa.
after she chose her things, it's 6++ already.
then 3of them left.
amelia & me walked around bugis a while, saw wad i wanted. but din buy ):
headed to dhoby again.
bought my make-up remover, had a lee min ho file, free! :D
( no poster la. ):)
daiso, bought alot things. woots! hahas.
had dinner @ around 8.

back to amk, bought things, we wanted to handmake ourselves.
then amelia came my house, we played around.
and she was my model for the day! MUAHAHA :D
messed around, and she went home @ 1++.

hees, i'm done for the day!
today, nothing special.
same old thing.
pictures time! :D

moodless

2009-09-05T20:21:00.012+08:00

hello peoples! okae, my blog's officially dead!
haha. finally came to post yeah :D
had been a lil busy with my blogshop.
though very lil customers ):
your must support me okaee!! i'm really BANKRUPT.
MY BLOGSHOP, SUPPORT ME!

buy clothes also no money ):
and i'm really desperate for new clothes!

a few weeks ago went vivo, bugis, iluma, simei, tampines, dhoby and alot more places.
i forgot! had fun laa :D

thursday, noticed my fats, decided to JOGGG ~
i din expect to get a blister! ):
and it's damnnn bigg, hohoho!
look gross too.

i know i have nth better to do to take photo of my blister and posting it here! but, muahahaa.
damn pain, hard to bathe!
friday, cca, had fun for the games part.
we played the game calld 'trust me' but with stringsss.

funfun! :D
then went to collect my bow rubberband after cca.
damn chio, damn cute! i lovelove ~

nth better to do yah. realised it look like minnie mouse LOL :D

today's saturday! went out with the same people ~
without amerlynn ):

orchard ~
had sooo much fun today!
i bought 3 things, all free ~
thanks angel, haha!
my belated bdae presenttt :D
rich girl ah.
bought 2 dress and flats.
actually wanted the cutecute de buttons flats @ ion, but no discount! $30. -pok-
we camwhored alotttt today. 70++ photos muahahaaa.

and you knowww! i've got a story to tell.
this story made me moodless! lol.
today when i was waiting for the bus, there's this 2 guys. one father, one son.
and there's xiuwei and her mum also la (:
then that father & son keep staring @ me. (okae, nth big)
then went up bus.
that 2 sat in front front of me. (2 sits away)
then the son moved. to be in front of me.
-fishy-
i was wondering why father & son dun sit tgt, obviously sth fishy righttt!
then that boy keep turning behind to stare @ me. like wtf.
damn pissed. okae, nth!
thenn! he bloody hell took out his phone, pretended to press sth, but he went to camera. (hello, i'm not dumb enough to NOT KNOW he's going to take pic of me)
cos i'm experienced in this!
then! he fcuking bend his head down, put his phone on the handle of the sit, and, -click-
i'm not dumb! stupid! obviously his first attempt fail laaaaa!
not only first, ALL HIS ATTEMPTS FAILED!
photo skill to good still wanna take pic of me.
not that easy, bastard!
i can even see his camera page okae!
he tried umpteen timessss la.
make me dun have time for song. -'-
then when he getting down that time, keep turning back stare at me!
i diao him. cb la. my photo not so easy let you take one!
then the uncle beside me stare @ me & him. see, i got eye witness!
bastard!
lemme see till him again, see he die anot!
he nvr die limbu not call xinhui!
FUCKER!
i took a backview photo of him. cos he's in front of me. cant see his face.
father duno how to teach son.
i think is his dad ask him take de.
perverts, LOSER!
-'- your whole family, go die la.
somemore the boy is about p4-p6 only.
dun talk about him le. just dun let me see him.

pictures! (some only)

twinnie! haha :D
cos ber and me spotted the same dress at the same time, so bought it tgt haha!
we bought the same falts too, same taste. LOL

i love this photo. hahas

without ber ):

angel! haha :D

only group photo! hahas.

neh, that si bian tai. the one in front the stupid head is the dad.
-'- -'- -'- YOUUUU ~

oh yah! all 5 of us bought a beanie! @ dhoby some weeks ago.
damn chio!
see la, i bought same as ber again. LOL!

my bro with his beanie! :D

will be busy during the hols ):
hols = no hols. useless!
i'm damn disppointed with my results. deproved alot. )':
needa buck up for EOY.
gogo xinhui!!

shall update when i'm free (:

byes,
XINHUI ♥

16

2009-08-21T21:13:00.002+08:00

boooo, i'm back!
cut my hair ytd (:
hm. it's 2108
i dun like this date. seriously ~
haha.
today had training.
duno how many months no pt le lorr.
so unfit! haha
tml supposed to go for the gold accred workshop de, not going. haha

i think i've been dreaming all these while.

I'M NOT STUPID; I'M DUMB! haha (:

i've got nth to post about.
i'm tired. ):
i just think i must be, colddddddd. hees (:
cfm your dun get wad i mean de! but nbm, cos i'm not stupid; i'm dumb!
haha. random -.-
hm, going out tml, WOOTS!
me shall start saving money.
cos i'm penniless! hees.
$$, everything in life needs $$. no $$, = die!
okae, i feel retarded. i AM retarded :D

forgotten! byes (:

28 days

2009-08-17T19:49:00.006+08:00

soon, it's going to be a month.
but, it's okae! (:

my hands are numbbb. from typing so muchhhh on my private blog. ):

Xinhui got a message that on this day, God wants her to know...

... that you've been driving yourself too hard lately.

Sure, there is time to invest yourself fully into work, but there is equally important time for joyful resting. And for you, this time is now. What is the absolutely most wonderful little treat you can give yourself? Do it today.

haha, got it from facebook. is this true?
wad treat should i give myself?
HOMEWORK! haha.

ytd went j8 with amelia. (j8 again!)
cos i just went there the day before.
actually went amk hub de, but movie tickets sold out.
so train-ed to j8 lo.
lalala.
"where got ghost?" heees (:

funny ah!
before we catch the movies, went arcade.
and, omg lah! spent $6, caught 2 minnie mouse-s!
wedding sommore de. damn pro right! hee :D
was sooo freaking happy lahhhh. thanks amelia oh! :D
both of the minnies had discount ticket for movie; $3 each.

took this in the cinema. cos we were so happy, we din see the time, we went in sooo early.
after movie went ahma house.

today the rain ruined my day!
supposed to go jog de. stupid rain! @_________@
-pissed-
i'm getting fatter every fcuking second.

why are problems coming one after another?
i dun understand.
and nobody will understand me. )':

these 3 days were moodless, appetite-less.
had only one meal per day. hees :D

i'm so tired. so sick of everything.
can everything end now? >':

26 days

2009-08-15T19:33:00.003+08:00

booyah.
i've got my new dress already, fcuk nice i tell you :D

me so damn tired ;O
woke up damn early today again zz.
did i tell you i went for cip? i dun think so.
yah, so, went cip today. FOC de garang guni (:
wtf lah.
but quite fun lor.
we saw a siberian husky damn chio ><

then people trapped in the lift, HAHA.
took a group photo, hee.

you can't spot me, can you? :D

the rest din wanna go out, but i NEED to go woodlands.
lovely being nice, went with me :D

(that's a longlong ago pic :X)
collected me bag, and went to eat.
god-damn, i'm so hungry!
i din eat anything from the moment i wake up till 3. ):
one-meal for the whole day today :D
pity me yah.
hahas.
then went shopping, stupid lovely has stupid idea. ><

me NEEDA earn alot money.
earn money before you learn how to use them. okae?!

ha.

tml going movie with amelia, woots! hees :D
shall post tml bah (:

btw, anyone interested in clubbing tell me O_o

23 days

2009-08-12T20:40:00.012+08:00

today's the 12. of august.
and! it's LADY GAGA'S CONCERT TODAY! ):
omg lah. so sad can't go.
i'm a big fan of hers okae!
hees :D
if you duno, you = noob.

just finished tuition. -YAWNS-
after tuition cher sms me say"..... can see you very tired..."
HAHA! see, i'm really tired okae. cos while she talk i almost doze off :|
i'm a bad student ):

it's e-maths and geog tml! ahhhhhhhh ~
-monotone-

i hate congruency ><

in case you duno, my birthday's coming.
actually still quite long lah, but yah.
it's the 30. this month.
so. i've came up with my wishlist, in case you're wondering wad to buy for me.

lucky toys
&&
buy lah

these 2 links are the blogshops i hopped pass and drooled all over ><
note: i only want mickey or minnie ah, the best will be one pair de :D

also can buy BLYTHE DOLLS for me!
cos i so fcuking loveeee them lah! but damn ex de lor ):
so i can forget about owning a blythe doll (:
you can also buy me a headphone! only in lime green hor!
cos i dun like headphones in other color, hahas.

okae, my wishlist's done ><
i know i alot bhb lah, and kiasu, as if people will waste their money and spend on me.
nbm lah, i just put for fun okae? (:

i really need to study my geog now, cos i haven touched @ ALL.
i'm waiting for that day! hahas. :D
and soon.. it's gonna be 2108..

)':

22 days

2009-08-11T18:03:00.004+08:00

ANSWER ME!
should i be posting now?

LOL.
common test's TOMORROWWWWW.
and it's bio and ss for the love of god.
hehe. i swear i've not been studying.
just wandering around, watching tv, playing, hees ><

today was fcuking moodless from ytd.
played floorball during pe, and it cheered me up a lil (:
this week's floorball damn fun kae! fun-er than last time.
then cher released us late for just 5mins, J. kept screaming around like nobody's business. crazy rightt!
she's really crazy i SWEAR. this's the 2nd time already lor.

school ended @ 3 today. yawnsss.
went cp with lovely, then bus-ed back with her also (:

i've alot of things to study lor.
xinhui, stop procrastinating can anot!
faster start on your work lah!

but guess wad. i dun feel like studying ):
and i miss him ):
hais.
you know, xinhui, you should seriously stop thinking about him!
(omg, i think i have split personality!)
><

why must you make me fall in love with you?
i hate you lah )':

i'm longer the one.
mayb you should be happy.
that nobody will be irritating you anymore.
and you should have forgotten me by now.
i think friends is enough.
i wanna stay single.
i wish you all the best, good luck (:

21 days

2009-08-10T20:43:00.009+08:00

heyhey!
i'm dead beat.

shall say a happy belated birthday to singapore, yah! :D
went to watch NDP with twinnie ytd.
as in, live okae! as in we din peep, we have the tickets!
haa, actually no lah, kaka has it. no. her auntie has it (:

you know. i was so happy i was jumping around the whole house ><
not so exaggerating lah, uh.
i waited the freaking bus for more than half hours, zz.
took a taxi cos i dun wanna wait anymore; i'm late!
it's damn bloody warm down there, i swore my makeup melted!

hahas.
we were late when we reach there lor.
the show's okae, and i tell you, i hate the person who planned last year's parade.
ahhhh! @___@
made us stand there for a fcuking hour, and we ran out instead of marching out!
this year's totally different.
stand for less than half hour, marched outtttt, and somemore got appear on tv lor.
last year RC din ):
you know.
i was shooting the fireworks half way and the camera auto off-ed.
stupid battery.

after the whole thing, we ate @ LJS.
then met him O_o
cos he's also there?
lols. reached home @ 12++, din catch the last bus ):

today's a bored dayyy.

i'm quitting ffs.
like, seriously.
i'm NVR gonna touch it anymore.
touch it, my name's not XINHUI.
trust me. and dun ask me to buy you cos i've quitted it already.
i'm sick of ffs.
stupid ffs made me moodless lor. fuck you! -'-

common test's in a day's time!
omg, i'm so fuck-dead.
i shall show you evidence that i went for NDP'o9.
i'm lame, hees :D
i'm just showing the ones i've got on my phone ):

me lazy to upload more le.. hees (:

maybe i've always been cheating on myself..
am i wrong?
everything's not going my way.
fucksxz it )':

19 days

2009-08-08T19:02:00.002+08:00

hellos.
oh yes, i'm back. hahas (:
you know. i'm so sick of studying!
zz, TT ):
save me pls. common tests are like 4days away.
and yet i haven started studying anything @ all and i dun understand almost all of my subjects.
tell me how i'm gonna survive this common test.

uh-oh!
i think i can forget about passing common test.

's been downloading alot of songs, hees :D
but guess wad. i think my earpiece's spoilt. ):

the NDP yesterday was a success , WOOTS! :DD
they said ncc contingent the messiest.
i tot ours was the one, phew.
i'm bored to death.

people, pls help me raise my value in ffs, plspls!! omg i'm so cheap lah ):
dun buy me i cry sial. hahas.

oh, and you know, you've changed.
not the good way, but how you're like before everything started.
pls, dun deny it.
i think it'll be better this way, let's not patch. okae?
i want to be single.
i dun want a bf who flirts all around, or talk to girls late at night cos you can't chat with me.
mayb it wun make others jealous, but i WILL. i'm sensitive, i think you know.
you can't find others to talk to, you'll find me.
or the other way round. you just want to find someone to talk to.
dun you ever run out of saliva?!
if you insist to talk to someone, then go. you dun need me @ all.
i'm just your substitute.
if you can do it, i can too.
i dun think i'll regret this. i'm so sorry, but you've gotta accept the fact.
you can't change your characters. a flirt, means a flirt.
you know i hate you to do all these things, but you just want to do it.
we're just not meant for each other.
you should just go find someone like you. then mayb your will last longer than 11months.
all you know is to hurt my heart.

hahas.
okae, i think that's all.
i'm totally moodless.
mayb it's my fault.
sorrys. bye (:

15 days

2009-08-04T19:12:00.005+08:00

helllosss (:
i'm back.
was bored so came to post.
i'm so sure this'll be a long, long post.
these few days had been having moodswings like so damn pissed.
shall i start from ytd? (:

well, the day was okae, but had cca.
mayb i know why, mayb i dun. the reason for being soooo damn angry with the cadets, especially sec 1s.
you know. people WILL definately get pissed if YOU GUYS dun listen to wad they say!
agree?!
tell them dun drag footwear, lock your arms, answer with a sir or ma'am behind everything you say, RESPOND to people cos we're not talking to a fcuking wall, and all the f. mistakes you all did.
we've been telling you for like i duno how many fcuking months, and your still dun geddit?!
put inside head will die? zz.

then answer like one squirrel liddat, even ant also cnt hear?!
then you talk who will hear? my mother uh?
fcuk pissed sial.
just one part of it.

fyi, this is a UG cca. how can you fcuking yawn when every single person is standing still cos they're in the NDP parade?!
want yawn also close mouth right! need teach basic manners is it?!

i duno why, but i can't control my anger. i swear tml i can't too.
so, people, prepare to go deaf tml ;O

and you, stupid NCC! ncc GOH then wad? very big uh? everything that is bad also red cross here red cross there.
our contingent commander be timer you also buey song?!
then wad you wan sial. ask your stupid people be fcuking timer lah!
all so gay so soft wth.
use your f. common sense. one ask us to be timer, the other one say "AIYO, HOW CAN THE CONTINGENT COMMANDER BE THE TIMER?" wtfuck is this??

nonsensical nonsense!
your people all moving dun wan scold then scold us for wad? it's not as if we're the only fcuking contingent that are moving okae. pajiao.

gave cadets SIT-UP(excuse me, it's sit-up, not pumping). 15 ONLY. haven even do till 7 cry. WTFUCK?
weak please dun join UG. speak machiam ant ah.
confirm napfa wun pass one.

today's lessons are so boring. tried not to sleep. hees :D
went cp after sku with kaka & co.

and. i'm still loving you, fyi. thanks for attempting to make me smile, though.
but with you around, i can't smile. haha.

and you really dun look like you love me anymore.
it seems that i'm already off your heart.
go back to your old ways bah, i wun mind cos i'm no one to you.
good luck, and take cares of your leg.
recover fast and walk properly please.

i've lotsaaaa homework undone, due-d tml.
me's dead.

-edited-

i just took this quiz. "get to know yourself better"
quite true lor :D

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

got alot more de lor!
but if i post here it'll be too long, so, nbm.
must read to know me kae! hees :D

loves, & byess! <3

12 days

2009-08-01T23:03:00.002+08:00

hello. today's a boring day.
morning had cip. saw alot of people we know (:
then afternoon went woodlands & hougang mall.

i'm like totally moodless. you already started on it, wad can i do?
you already fcuking promised me you wun touch it at all ever again.
just because i left you, you started again?!
wtfuck is this?!!

you duno how i feel, NO YOU DUN.
mayb.. you dun listen to wad i say. it's okae.
now that you've ALREADY TOUCHED IT when you're not supposed to, i duno how to forgive you.

i dun think there's any chance anyway. your actions proved everything.
and can you stop my tears? all you do is to make my tears fall.
i duno wad to say.
i'm really tired.
byes.

11 days

2009-07-31T20:20:00.003+08:00

if only a day had 36hours.
then i could sleep more, rest more, study more, play more, or even work more.
there seems not enough time for everything.
it all comes tgt, how am i gonna handle it all @ a time?
i want to complete my homeworks, oh yes i certainly do cos i dun wanna fail my CT.
but, time doesn't go right.
it doesn't spare me. mayb i dun have time management, but its really OFT.

hais ):

i duno wad to do. everything's in a mess. i dun even have the time to relax.
ahhhhhhhhh! so stress. hahas :D
stress until go crazy uh!
and i've got loadssss of homeworks you can't count them. trust me (:

okae.
today had ndp training. ah, stupid, NO COLOUR PARTY @_@
how is this possible mannns. i actually in colour party one cannns! ):
stupid NCC say no time to practice. actually got one lor, we're sec 3s, hello!
seniors, not sec 1s! we know the basics already wad. not as if we duno.
and some of us had even experienced it before. DUMB!
no colour party= retarded parade. AGREE?! zz.
andand! i'm still lagged behind in bio, chem & geog.
you know i dun even understand a single lil bit of it?!

NOW you know why i'm so dead.
tml needa sacrifice my beautyyy sleep, ):
cos still got cip, 60th anniversary, WOOTS!
after cip heading to woodlands (:

i want my stupid value to increase. people buy me please! TT
and i'm so, soo, sooo damn fatique. hees.
shall go now. mayb do some revisions?
or audi or facebook or sleep :D

hahas. see yas!

p.s : you really fcuking disppointed me lah. go do reflections yourself (:

8 days

2009-07-28T19:29:00.003+08:00

boo yah! i'm back :D
lols, ytd was fun,fun and more fun!
mdm zurina din come, so we fooled around.
played with damien's hair.

damn fun lor!
so sad he cover his face, if not it will be nicer :D
credits to me for the shot, LOL.
very cute hor! confirm alot dabor jio him ones ><

okaes, then today had pe. played floorball, duh.
walao, violent de lor, bang here bang there. bang until i got orhceh sial. ):
loll. but it's fun (:
was unable to catch up with alot of things, like i'm so dead.

uh-oh.

yeah, and lovely's cousin tio h1n1. beware of her okae!
her cousin stay @ her house somemore, lols.
if she kena also than whole class LOA ah. i'm the highesttt posibility to kena if she kena lor. LOL
she went home after she recieved the msg that her cousin tio. not fair right.

me must RUSHHHH my homeworkss now.
remember to tag me pls, my blog's rotting! ):

lovess,
<3

6 days

2009-07-26T20:17:00.009+08:00

hellos! finally blogger returns normally :D

this's the fish! during bio practical. it died in the end la, so sad ):
ytd, went for the workshop, for OA.
nth much uh. a lil tired. cos i slept for like only 4hours the night before?! but it's quite fun. (:
footdrill ones, like shijie and junyap, the face ah.. sooooo red lah! pity them.

and i just came back from Zhou Restaurant.

had a so called 'buffet'. eileen ahyi de baby de 1st month :D
you! do you find this place familiar?

it's anchorpoint shopping centre (:
-memories, memories- :<

and then there were sooooo much balloons (got pink colour one okae!!) :D
i took photos with it.

even mummy took :D

eat until very full i tell you! alot of food sial. omg, stomach so big ><

okae, i geddit, i'm ugly.
i really want to stop thinking of you. TT

3 days

2009-07-23T22:35:00.003+08:00

HELLO. had a 'long' chat with him last night (:
hahas. me shall not talk about it. we two shall settle it ourselves yah? :D

today's okae. had leg cramp in the morning lor. -ouch-
lessons are boring, slept in e-maths class ;O
too tired :D
i've nothing to blog about.
YAHHH! biology today, practical.
we need to like see the bloodflow @ the tail of a LIVE fish. (like omg luh!)
then the fish jump around, so scary sial. LOL.
then alot of fishes died in the end, lack of water ):
stupid joe, go add soap in the water, kill all the fishes. wth. evil.
lalala, left class early by an hour, cos had duty. cool righttttt :D
then during heats, had so many casualty luh, i also duno why. very cute lei, all also leg cramp. HAHA!
i'm boredd, and tireddd.
there's SS SEQ test tml, how am i supposed to memorise it now?!
it seems impossible ):
i dun wanna fail.
okae, i feel like.. dying. lol

peopleeeeee, raise me value in ffs! zz.
i just finished my minutes, phew :D
my budget breakdown uh, die ah! ):

shall worry for that tml. i needa sleep now. -yawns-
nights! :D

2 days

2009-07-22T18:29:00.007+08:00

i'm back.
from sports heats, and am happy with the results (:
2 golds, for 4x100 and 4x400.
i run like fcuking slow i tell you. i AM the slowest among four of us =P
hahas. but i already expected that cos zi ying, nelly and jean are all fast runners. especially nelly.
had a-maths test today, so suck.
cos i din study even a teeny-weeny bit yesterday. :X
it's okae, it's alright, xinhui will pass :D

my phone went crazy again, for the 123456789th time it has reformatted all my things that are in my memory stick.
pek chek @_______________@
see luh! now i must transfer all my things inside my hp or i wun have any songs to listen to ):
my phone's signal-ing me to change it. but me no money leiiiiis. lols.

yah, bloody bastard, i fcuking swear i hate you. jialat-er then a beast.
i know you'll see this. so wad?
i did not fcuking started it okae.
i'm merely stating a fact.
i wanted to post our convo here, but, yah, i'm gving you face, you should be feeling grateful,cos i'm nice. (:

the way you sms-ed me, i can already tell that you've forgotten me. omg, how dumb am i!
so, no matter wad, i MUST forget you.
cos, YOU ARE TOTALLY NOT WORTH! yes, fagkyu. :D

you can just tell me straight to the face, "hello, i hate you, i dun like you & your attitude, i wanna break with you, and i swear i'm gonna find another stead who is a zillion times better than you. not a million times. and i wun waste any time on you!"
yes, you can, but you din, so, you FCUKING WASTED 11 FCUKING MONTHS of my life! you bloody bastard!
nbm, nbm! i shall save my energy. dun waste my energy scolding you.
i tell you, you suck right down to the bloody core!

you just made me hate you MORE. hahas (:
i took off the ring already.
cos it dun mean anything.
you this fcuker, stop contacting me i tell you.

you said i can't forget you so fast right, I NOW DO GIVE YOU SEE!
FUCK YOU, I HATE YOU! :D

1 day

2009-07-21T18:28:00.006+08:00

hello people.
i've changed everything. blogskin, url, delete previous posts.
hahas. i dun wanna keep that kind of memories. (:

yeahs, it's ended, after 10 months.
today's SUPPOSED to be the 11th. but, no more. (:
oh yah, before i forget, thanks for lieing to me :D
i realised that it was not worth crying for you.
like wad, totally ridiculous?!
so, i've tried not to let the tears fall down. i tried! :X
i'm so fcuking sure i've got ALOT of things to say. only that i can't say it here.
dun ask me, cos i duno, but you just made me hate you more. dun blame me for it yah.

now you can save all your money, not spending a single cent on me, and..
carry on with your life, before you knew me.
i swear i wun think about you anymore.
and i hope you dun contact me, cos it will just.. make the memories flashback.
and, yah, i dun fcuking care whether you love me or not, cos we're over.
i wish you find a stead, a million times better than me yah ;D
i know i'm not a good girlfriend. hahas (:
bet you're thinking glad that i know, yah? i understand you inside out.
i'm fcuking sure I WUN MISS YOU! :D
last sentence about you ; i hate you, AND I ALWAYS WILL!!

okaes, went to school today, moodless, blahblah.
tml got heats.
i dun have any energy/mood to run. can someone replace me please? ):
after school went to had lunch @ kfc.
when i was on the bus going home emo-ing, crying, someone came to sat beside me.
then i was like, okae..
then the person taped me. then obviously i dun dare look up completely right, so i tilt my head to see who lor.
and guess who was the someone. MS LOH! LOL.
then i was like sooo shocked. uh-oh, my nose's red, tears are everywhere, UH-OH!
chat with her till she get down @ hp. heng she din ask anything about that ><

so yah. that's all luh.
i swear from today onwards my blog wun be dead.
nobody tag also nbm, at least i got update (:
kaka also change url :D
actually i've got other urls i've tot of on my own, but kaka suggested this one.
aiyo, but wad i'm supposed to change to is like used?! TT
haha, nbm, me tot of new one. kaka and mine are still similar!
hehes! :D

yah, and you, i'm just telling you. dun treat me like your ex, because i'm not them.
i hope you put this inside your head, and i believe you can (:
and, just to tell you, i've decided to wear back the ring cos i feel lost without it.
but this doesn't mean i'm not letting you go.
& ; i hate you more than i love you. that's for sure.
thanks for the memories.

lastly,,
i wanna tell myself..

XINHUI, STAY STRONG! i believe you can overcome all these! :DD